So near yet so far......
一公尺
餐桌两边 黑咖啡冒着烟 曲折翻腾的弧线 模糊了双眼
那条项链 软弱摊在眼前 亲手系上的思念 被你放了线
空荡的胸前 是他准备要接手的 世界 专程来告别连再见都心不在焉
你在一公尺不到的面前 手拼命挥还是往下坠 眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界 一辈子回不了的原点 我这才发现 你离我有多么远
餐桌两边 没交集的情节 看着你渡日如年 等我说再见
你神情没变 把距离扩大得好遥远 一公尺就好像一万个光年
你在一公尺不到的面前 手拼命挥还是往下坠 眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界 一辈子回不了的原点 我这才发现 你离我有多么远
你在一公尺不到的面前 手拼命挥还是往下坠 眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回
我在一公尺之外的世界 一辈子回不了的原点 我这才发现 你离我有多么远
我只有成全 让你离开我身边
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Exams
Hahahaha......
3 down 2 to go. But i dun feel like studying.
Even though i have 2 more papers left. Back to back.
Sigh. Ran out of steam. Guess i missed my Selina too much.....:P
Yeah...soccer later. Finally after 1 whole month of resting, i have decided that my ankle is 50% ready for some soccer. Yes, 50%. I dun need that much percentage playing against the likes of Tsu Jung and wilman and Say kiat yah?..hahahahaha..Jokin jokin....dun come after my left ankle yeah?
Going back to school on Sun tom. For the first time in my 4 years of study in NTU....and maybe the final time too. Hope i can see Selina then. heh heh heh
Back to the "dun feel like studying" feeling. Feels like i have learnt all the modules left, namely Materials Design and Selection (or something along that line...i dun remember the exact name) and Fluids. but somehow, another part of my mind is telling me that i dunno anything at all.
Now Now....which part should i listen to? Sigmund Freud advocated that one's mind has an Id, an Ego and a SuperEgo. ..........Who cares what that pervert says anyway. My mind has only one section......errmm..i cannot think of any crap to follow that up...forget it.
Only left Sunday and Monday for 2 modules. Great. What a way to end my studies (hopefully) in NTU. Tomorrow gotta do all the Fluids tutorials ( i have not done them yet...all 11 of them i think...hahahah...i never do tutorials....since JC times..). Maybe read some Materials and ask Bong whether they will give the formulae.
Yes that's my study plan. I always plan the day before..... and i seldom keep to the plan....hehe
Selina Selina...where art thou?
3 down 2 to go. But i dun feel like studying.
Even though i have 2 more papers left. Back to back.
Sigh. Ran out of steam. Guess i missed my Selina too much.....:P
Yeah...soccer later. Finally after 1 whole month of resting, i have decided that my ankle is 50% ready for some soccer. Yes, 50%. I dun need that much percentage playing against the likes of Tsu Jung and wilman and Say kiat yah?..hahahahaha..Jokin jokin....dun come after my left ankle yeah?
Going back to school on Sun tom. For the first time in my 4 years of study in NTU....and maybe the final time too. Hope i can see Selina then. heh heh heh
Back to the "dun feel like studying" feeling. Feels like i have learnt all the modules left, namely Materials Design and Selection (or something along that line...i dun remember the exact name) and Fluids. but somehow, another part of my mind is telling me that i dunno anything at all.
Now Now....which part should i listen to? Sigmund Freud advocated that one's mind has an Id, an Ego and a SuperEgo. ..........Who cares what that pervert says anyway. My mind has only one section......errmm..i cannot think of any crap to follow that up...forget it.
Only left Sunday and Monday for 2 modules. Great. What a way to end my studies (hopefully) in NTU. Tomorrow gotta do all the Fluids tutorials ( i have not done them yet...all 11 of them i think...hahahah...i never do tutorials....since JC times..). Maybe read some Materials and ask Bong whether they will give the formulae.
Yes that's my study plan. I always plan the day before..... and i seldom keep to the plan....hehe
Selina Selina...where art thou?
Monday, April 11, 2005
Sometimes it's more blissful to be in the dark....
Sometimes it's more blissful to be in the dark....
Great.
One MRT trip changed my mood from not too bad to utterly bad and i am totally defeated now.
First, i got to know that i am most probably not going to get honours for my 4 year Mechanical Engineering Degree. All thanks to Dr Murali Damodaran, who failed my aerodynamics last year even though i scored around 70% for my CA. Unless i get A for FYP (quite difficult) and As for all my other subjects (try my best) i think i will get a pass with merit.
GREAT...so much to show for after 4 years....not even an A in IA is helping....because that's a Year 3 module which carries less weightage.
Second, i got to know that some of my campmates got recommendation letters from the Unit. Well...not that i don't think they deserve their letters (they must have earned their letters) and definitely not sour grapes and i wish them well. But i think i did well enough to get a recommendation letter also?
If you are thinking....WAH...SIBO......BOASTING AR??? Please stop reading and pretend that you had never seen this. IF i don't get this off i will feel uncomfortable for the whole week.
As for contribution to the Unit, i think i did contribute in a big way. I got a RECON 1 for our LRI for 3rd coy. If not how you think we will get best ops company?
Other CQs are trained CQs, sgts somemore. I just came back after my operation asn was thrown into the deep end. CQ Wong was ORDing and as like all ORD people, he simply don't care and was clearing his leave. CSM Tang was a newbie and as you all knew, a logistic disaster. So it was left to me and 3 weeks to get the store into battle mode and good logistic order for LRI (Logistic Readiness Inspection).
That means staying back when the guys have nights-off....last one to book out on Sat and have to come back on Sundays....beg borrow steal stuff from other companies and from formation side. I still remember one particular Saturday afternoon when i was about to go change and book out when Tang MK shouted out for me from the office..."TECK SEIN!!!!!!".... Followed him to his car and he gave me a sewing machine, saying that we lack 10 red and 10 green flags. WTF!!!! Just ask those guys, if they remember coming into the store for the next few days seeing me sew flags like mad. I believed another guy will do an equally good job and i will recommend that guy for a recommendation letter also but ......sigh...
If that is not enough, if you guys remember, i and 20 other guys were involved in a tonner overturning incident. I was lucky to escape injury. But maybe you all don't know due to the chaos then....i was the one who ran back all the way to company line, told COS to call medical centre, found Tang (in the store) and told him about the incident and he rallied all the medics to go help our guys.
Not that i need to have that letter desperately....but....
Life sucks....especially if you are not appreciated.
End of story.
Great.
One MRT trip changed my mood from not too bad to utterly bad and i am totally defeated now.
First, i got to know that i am most probably not going to get honours for my 4 year Mechanical Engineering Degree. All thanks to Dr Murali Damodaran, who failed my aerodynamics last year even though i scored around 70% for my CA. Unless i get A for FYP (quite difficult) and As for all my other subjects (try my best) i think i will get a pass with merit.
GREAT...so much to show for after 4 years....not even an A in IA is helping....because that's a Year 3 module which carries less weightage.
Second, i got to know that some of my campmates got recommendation letters from the Unit. Well...not that i don't think they deserve their letters (they must have earned their letters) and definitely not sour grapes and i wish them well. But i think i did well enough to get a recommendation letter also?
If you are thinking....WAH...SIBO......BOASTING AR??? Please stop reading and pretend that you had never seen this. IF i don't get this off i will feel uncomfortable for the whole week.
As for contribution to the Unit, i think i did contribute in a big way. I got a RECON 1 for our LRI for 3rd coy. If not how you think we will get best ops company?
Other CQs are trained CQs, sgts somemore. I just came back after my operation asn was thrown into the deep end. CQ Wong was ORDing and as like all ORD people, he simply don't care and was clearing his leave. CSM Tang was a newbie and as you all knew, a logistic disaster. So it was left to me and 3 weeks to get the store into battle mode and good logistic order for LRI (Logistic Readiness Inspection).
That means staying back when the guys have nights-off....last one to book out on Sat and have to come back on Sundays....beg borrow steal stuff from other companies and from formation side. I still remember one particular Saturday afternoon when i was about to go change and book out when Tang MK shouted out for me from the office..."TECK SEIN!!!!!!".... Followed him to his car and he gave me a sewing machine, saying that we lack 10 red and 10 green flags. WTF!!!! Just ask those guys, if they remember coming into the store for the next few days seeing me sew flags like mad. I believed another guy will do an equally good job and i will recommend that guy for a recommendation letter also but ......sigh...
If that is not enough, if you guys remember, i and 20 other guys were involved in a tonner overturning incident. I was lucky to escape injury. But maybe you all don't know due to the chaos then....i was the one who ran back all the way to company line, told COS to call medical centre, found Tang (in the store) and told him about the incident and he rallied all the medics to go help our guys.
Not that i need to have that letter desperately....but....
Life sucks....especially if you are not appreciated.
End of story.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Forever Love
Forever Love
曲：王力宏 | 词：王力宏/十方/何启宏/于景雯 | 编：王力宏
爱你 不是因为你的美而已 我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心 因为你让我看见
Forever 才了解自己 未来这些日子
要好好珍惜 爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然
Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
爱情是场最美最远的旅行 沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进 感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦 巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然
你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音 彷佛就是最好的证明
就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
曲：王力宏 | 词：王力宏/十方/何启宏/于景雯 | 编：王力宏
爱你 不是因为你的美而已 我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心 因为你让我看见
Forever 才了解自己 未来这些日子
要好好珍惜 爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然
Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
爱情是场最美最远的旅行 沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进 感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦 巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然
你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音 彷佛就是最好的证明
就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Lame...
Lame
Yes. I am LAME.
And no i am not referring to my ability to create jokes and stupid references out of nowhere.
I sprained my ankle and it is very bad, so bad that i had to forgo my beloved NTU for one day on Mon (28/3) and i have been limping here and there for the past one week.
And going to the toilet is a chore (FYI my house only have those squating types and i believe these 'exercises', which took place every morning and evening will have a postive effect on my elephant sized ankle.)
This ankle cost a lot too.
Going to the CGH A&E for an XRAY cost $65. Gave me an open date with the orthopedics specialist. No i am not going back. Had a taste of the wonderful doctors CGH has when i hurt my arm. Well, erm if my ankle doesn't recover well guess i have no choice ar.
Chinese orthopedics cost $28.
No breaks. Just suspected torn ligaments (minor tears).
Hope it will recover well and i can get my 6 feet leap and 9 sec 100m sprint back .
And not to mention my "better than Cannavaro" defending skills and "on par with Zidane" ball skills.
Oh well, life sucks.
9 April is the deadline for FYP.
14 April is the start of my Final Exams. AND I MEAN FINAL....i hope.
Need to get some glucosamine for my aging joints.
And ankle guards and knee pads and shin guards and elbow pads and face mask and crotch guard.
OOPS.....you'll never know what will happen next yah?
Playing with substandard people like Say Kiat means i need more protection.(hahaha...he will never see this...he didn't even know what is a blog!)
Grumbling grumbling grumbling......
Where is my NTU Selina!??!? :P
Yes. I am LAME.
And no i am not referring to my ability to create jokes and stupid references out of nowhere.
I sprained my ankle and it is very bad, so bad that i had to forgo my beloved NTU for one day on Mon (28/3) and i have been limping here and there for the past one week.
And going to the toilet is a chore (FYI my house only have those squating types and i believe these 'exercises', which took place every morning and evening will have a postive effect on my elephant sized ankle.)
This ankle cost a lot too.
Going to the CGH A&E for an XRAY cost $65. Gave me an open date with the orthopedics specialist. No i am not going back. Had a taste of the wonderful doctors CGH has when i hurt my arm. Well, erm if my ankle doesn't recover well guess i have no choice ar.
Chinese orthopedics cost $28.
No breaks. Just suspected torn ligaments (minor tears).
Hope it will recover well and i can get my 6 feet leap and 9 sec 100m sprint back .
And not to mention my "better than Cannavaro" defending skills and "on par with Zidane" ball skills.
Oh well, life sucks.
9 April is the deadline for FYP.
14 April is the start of my Final Exams. AND I MEAN FINAL....i hope.
Need to get some glucosamine for my aging joints.
And ankle guards and knee pads and shin guards and elbow pads and face mask and crotch guard.
OOPS.....you'll never know what will happen next yah?
Playing with substandard people like Say Kiat means i need more protection.(hahaha...he will never see this...he didn't even know what is a blog!)
Grumbling grumbling grumbling......
Where is my NTU Selina!??!? :P
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Must act like loanshark....
hhmm...my FYP supervisor is running away from me again. This time it's about the $330.52 cents that he owed me for the flourescent microspheres that i bought for my FYP!!
HHmm....must go learn from my friendly neighbourhood loanshark Ah Meng as to how to get my money back.
Pig head? I won't be able to get on the MRT.
Write Big Word Newspaper? (大字报）？ My chinese sucks nowadays.
Stalk out at his office? I don't want to be a Prof stalker like Zhihui.
Sigh. Being a loanshark is difficult also. Don't play play....ahhahahah
Tmr Fluids Quiz.....they better make it easy....i am not going to study much....so......PLEASE MAKE IT EASY!!!
Strained my lower back again....really getting old....so have to rest it.
So no soccer this Sunday....ARGHHHH.....
I need a team....anyone need a last man or a defensive midfielder?
HHmm....must go learn from my friendly neighbourhood loanshark Ah Meng as to how to get my money back.
Pig head? I won't be able to get on the MRT.
Write Big Word Newspaper? (大字报）？ My chinese sucks nowadays.
Stalk out at his office? I don't want to be a Prof stalker like Zhihui.
Sigh. Being a loanshark is difficult also. Don't play play....ahhahahah
Tmr Fluids Quiz.....they better make it easy....i am not going to study much....so......PLEASE MAKE IT EASY!!!
Strained my lower back again....really getting old....so have to rest it.
So no soccer this Sunday....ARGHHHH.....
I need a team....anyone need a last man or a defensive midfielder?
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Last 4 weeks....
Last 4 weeks of school left.....kinda of sad thinking about it...
No more CanA lunches (CANteen A).....
No more NIE lunches.....
No more going JP after classes for arcade games....
No more going JP when we are bored for our SOP walks....
No more meeting at 8 am at Boon Lay interchange.....
No more heart to heart talks on MRT (with ah wai) and 157 (wilman)...
Heh.....but.....maybe we can have more of the KTVs like we had on saturday....
Or the Pariss dinner we had after that.....
Heading into the new week with loads of things to do...and i mean loads....
Nay...i am not going to start listing them out.....why bother....ahhaha
And i need new clothes.....
Ah Tau!!...when are we going for our "brown t-shirt" buying exercise?
Wilman....Levi's Jeans!!
Ah wai+Wilman.....ADIDAS SALES!!
Abong....NOTHING FOR U...hahahahaha
Oh....i saw Bong sao again....she really very siao on jogging ley...heh heh....
No more CanA lunches (CANteen A).....
No more NIE lunches.....
No more going JP after classes for arcade games....
No more going JP when we are bored for our SOP walks....
No more meeting at 8 am at Boon Lay interchange.....
No more heart to heart talks on MRT (with ah wai) and 157 (wilman)...
Heh.....but.....maybe we can have more of the KTVs like we had on saturday....
Or the Pariss dinner we had after that.....
Heading into the new week with loads of things to do...and i mean loads....
Nay...i am not going to start listing them out.....why bother....ahhaha
And i need new clothes.....
Ah Tau!!...when are we going for our "brown t-shirt" buying exercise?
Wilman....Levi's Jeans!!
Ah wai+Wilman.....ADIDAS SALES!!
Abong....NOTHING FOR U...hahahahaha
Oh....i saw Bong sao again....she really very siao on jogging ley...heh heh....
Thursday, March 10, 2005
hardworking dude...
Yes...i am a hardworking dude...
Morning wake up at 6 am ...
Stay in lab/library until 930pm...everyday...
Reach home at 11pm...
Settle down..do some stuff...sleep at 2 am..
repeat for Monday to Saturday....
What a life.....
Ah wai said if we do this everyday for year 1 and year 2....we will have lots of A and distinctions to show for....
hahahahahhaahhahaa
Sianz...i hate coconut and sugarcane fibers......
Morning wake up at 6 am ...
Stay in lab/library until 930pm...everyday...
Reach home at 11pm...
Settle down..do some stuff...sleep at 2 am..
repeat for Monday to Saturday....
What a life.....
Ah wai said if we do this everyday for year 1 and year 2....we will have lots of A and distinctions to show for....
hahahahahhaahhahaa
Sianz...i hate coconut and sugarcane fibers......
Monday, February 28, 2005
FYP...
FYP's FIRST DRAFT DUE ON 12TH MARCH 2005...
12 more days....i have around 50-60 pages to type......numerous experiments to do.......one chunk of coconut fibers to sort out......and my supervisors cannot answer any of my "intelligent" questions.......
If they cannot answer my questions...they better gimme an A......becos i showed them what they dunno...and the worst thing that can happen to an academic is that he/she dunno wat she dunno.......i showed them the way to enlightenment....
But even an A cannot save my "poorer then second lower honours" grade.....hhmm...maybe it can....
well...time to get serious......and when i am serious......erm.....i am serious....hahahaha
Till we meet again....
12 more days....i have around 50-60 pages to type......numerous experiments to do.......one chunk of coconut fibers to sort out......and my supervisors cannot answer any of my "intelligent" questions.......
If they cannot answer my questions...they better gimme an A......becos i showed them what they dunno...and the worst thing that can happen to an academic is that he/she dunno wat she dunno.......i showed them the way to enlightenment....
But even an A cannot save my "poorer then second lower honours" grade.....hhmm...maybe it can....
well...time to get serious......and when i am serious......erm.....i am serious....hahahaha
Till we meet again....
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Grow old with you..
This is one song that i loved very very much.
I even learnt how to play this song on the guitar
Watched the show "The Wedding Singer" twice....loved the story to bits...
Loved this song even more...
so....
Grow Old With You
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need youI'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
I even learnt how to play this song on the guitar
Watched the show "The Wedding Singer" twice....loved the story to bits...
Loved this song even more...
so....
Grow Old With You
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need youI'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
Girlfriends...
Learnt something over the weekend.....
When a gal dresses up you, your handphone , your desk and especially your car.....they dun just mean to make it cuter...more pleasing to the eye...or any other politically correct answer.
They meant to show the world that "THIS GUY IS TAKEN".
Hahahaha.....thinking about it....hmmm....there is some truth in it...
Adorning the "public transport replacement" with Hello Kitty and pillows with "I Love You"s are meant to warn the general female public..."HEY....STAY AWAY.."
One fren of mine got a present from his gf when he got a new job......
Guess wat....it's a photo frame with the photo of the 2 of them.....
Well.....maybe they meant "Please do place it on the new desk in your new workplace so that you can look at me when you are bored"....
more likely....it should be " Please place it on your desk so that people can see that you have a gf...especially those single FEMALES!!!"
hahahaha
Like lioness marking their territory...
Women are deep creatures.......o0oo0o00o0o
When a gal dresses up you, your handphone , your desk and especially your car.....they dun just mean to make it cuter...more pleasing to the eye...or any other politically correct answer.
They meant to show the world that "THIS GUY IS TAKEN".
Hahahaha.....thinking about it....hmmm....there is some truth in it...
Adorning the "public transport replacement" with Hello Kitty and pillows with "I Love You"s are meant to warn the general female public..."HEY....STAY AWAY.."
One fren of mine got a present from his gf when he got a new job......
Guess wat....it's a photo frame with the photo of the 2 of them.....
Well.....maybe they meant "Please do place it on the new desk in your new workplace so that you can look at me when you are bored"....
more likely....it should be " Please place it on your desk so that people can see that you have a gf...especially those single FEMALES!!!"
hahahaha
Like lioness marking their territory...
Women are deep creatures.......o0oo0o00o0o
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Why Relationships end..
Why Relationship Ends...
女孩向男孩诉说:"我爱你..."
男孩回应:"我也是.."
"不,不, 你要说我爱你" 女孩不甘愿地说.
"这不也一样吗?"
"'我爱你'和'我也是'怎么会一样?"
"为什么你老把我爱你挂在嘴边? 如果你真的爱我就应该证明给我看" 男孩不能再忍受了.
"可是你从来都没跟我说过,我又怎么知道你真的爱我?"
"每天对一个人说一声'我爱你'有用吗?"
"我不知道对别人有没有用,但至少对我有用" 女孩开始哭了.
"怎么了? 说不过我就哭? 难道你就只会哭吗?" 男孩看不下去了.
"难道我连哭的权力都没有吗?" 女孩不想望回头.
"随便你, 反正你从来都不曾听过我的话.." 男孩开始离开了.
女孩独自留在公园里, 眼眶不时还残留泪滴.
她开始回想自己和男孩的开始. 那时彼此深爱对方,从不曾争吵.
每天都会对她说"我爱你"
后来男孩忙于工作,见面的机会越来越少.
但女孩每天都盼望男孩都能对她说她最想听到的话.
等了很久,沟通的机会越来越少.女孩开始觉得男孩已经不再爱她了.
男孩独自离开公园外, 眼泪也开始落下.
他开始回想自己和女孩的开始. 那时彼此支持对方,从不曾计较.
每天都会对他说"我支持你"
后来女孩开始计较,关心的机会越来越少.
但男孩每天都盼望女孩都能对他说他最想听到的话.
等了很久,沟通的机会越来越少.男孩开始觉得女孩已经不再了解他了.
有时好想好好的爱一个人, 但不知道是经过时间的考验, 还是彼此已经习惯对方.
"她不会介意的吧?" "他不是那么小气的吧?"
往往因为这样,想说和想做的事也越来越少.
人总觉得爱一个人很难,很难只是因为我们都在说和做我们自己认为对方所喜欢的.
但其实爱一个人很容易,只要做和说那个人喜欢的事就可以了.
" 没有人可以断定一段恋情的开始,
没有人可以规定一段恋情的期限,
没有人可以决定一段恋情的结束,除了你自己. "
Anntonii Lim
女孩向男孩诉说:"我爱你..."
男孩回应:"我也是.."
"不,不, 你要说我爱你" 女孩不甘愿地说.
"这不也一样吗?"
"'我爱你'和'我也是'怎么会一样?"
"为什么你老把我爱你挂在嘴边? 如果你真的爱我就应该证明给我看" 男孩不能再忍受了.
"可是你从来都没跟我说过,我又怎么知道你真的爱我?"
"每天对一个人说一声'我爱你'有用吗?"
"我不知道对别人有没有用,但至少对我有用" 女孩开始哭了.
"怎么了? 说不过我就哭? 难道你就只会哭吗?" 男孩看不下去了.
"难道我连哭的权力都没有吗?" 女孩不想望回头.
"随便你, 反正你从来都不曾听过我的话.." 男孩开始离开了.
女孩独自留在公园里, 眼眶不时还残留泪滴.
她开始回想自己和男孩的开始. 那时彼此深爱对方,从不曾争吵.
每天都会对她说"我爱你"
后来男孩忙于工作,见面的机会越来越少.
但女孩每天都盼望男孩都能对她说她最想听到的话.
等了很久,沟通的机会越来越少.女孩开始觉得男孩已经不再爱她了.
男孩独自离开公园外, 眼泪也开始落下.
他开始回想自己和女孩的开始. 那时彼此支持对方,从不曾计较.
每天都会对他说"我支持你"
后来女孩开始计较,关心的机会越来越少.
但男孩每天都盼望女孩都能对他说他最想听到的话.
等了很久,沟通的机会越来越少.男孩开始觉得女孩已经不再了解他了.
有时好想好好的爱一个人, 但不知道是经过时间的考验, 还是彼此已经习惯对方.
"她不会介意的吧?" "他不是那么小气的吧?"
往往因为这样,想说和想做的事也越来越少.
人总觉得爱一个人很难,很难只是因为我们都在说和做我们自己认为对方所喜欢的.
但其实爱一个人很容易,只要做和说那个人喜欢的事就可以了.
" 没有人可以断定一段恋情的开始,
没有人可以规定一段恋情的期限,
没有人可以决定一段恋情的结束,除了你自己. "
Anntonii Lim
Love...
Love is....
if ur heart aches when u see her cry
if ur heart feels contented when u see her smile
if u are willing to part tat soccer match of the century for her
if u are willing to pour every penny u have in ur wallet just to buy something she likes
if u are willing to give up ur eye ball or kidney or liver for her...
if u are willing to dump ur family for her...
if u are prepared to dump ur frens for her
You know you are in love when u...
start missing dat some1 because u're missing his/her care n concern,
start missing dat some1 because u're missing his/her attention on u,
start missing dat some1 because u're missing his/her laughter n jokes,
start missing dat some1 because u're missing his/her naughty behaviours,
start missing dat some1 because u're missing his/her voice n advice...
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Jogging
Well...decided to resume my jogging routine since
1) i have not been playing field soccer for ages...
2) I missed my weekly soccer last week...
3) IPPT coming...
Well..i used to "run"...i dun jog......run as in sprint for around 2.4- 3 km then that's it.....never take timing whatsoever....just run to my best ability and until i ran out of breath...
That's how i train for my IPPT during my NS times....but well..i seldom train running la....pple go for jogs in the evenings i stay in bunks play pokers and bridge...ahhaha
Maybe soccer runnings and daily morning runs conducted by CSM are enough for me ba...
Last IPPT best time only 9.48 mins...was off my best ever time of 8.59 mins.....sigh...it's a long way off......dunno if i will ever reach that timing again.....heh....lazy ley...
So maybe for the sake of $400 Sing Dollars dangled by SAF as a carrot...i will go train a bit and earn that money...
Why not...since i have already earned their Marksmanship Carrot....now for the IPPT carrot.....but i am certainly not looking forward to the airborne jump carrot (bounty)...
Why?....becos...
1) it's dangerous....
2) my heart cannot take the tot of jumping out of a perfectly good working plane......
3) it's only 1000 ft but it looks like 10000 ft up there...
4)The bounty is very pathetic....$45 if i am not wrong...
5) i got phobia since my accident ...although i have overcome it but....still scared la...i am human after all...hahaha
Went for a jog today...discovered one very crucial thing....
DUN EVER EAT DURIANS BEFORE U RUN!!!!
kaos....nearly vomitted....all the durian smell and the sucky feeling....yucks....
Corporal Teksi over and out..
1) i have not been playing field soccer for ages...
2) I missed my weekly soccer last week...
3) IPPT coming...
Well..i used to "run"...i dun jog......run as in sprint for around 2.4- 3 km then that's it.....never take timing whatsoever....just run to my best ability and until i ran out of breath...
That's how i train for my IPPT during my NS times....but well..i seldom train running la....pple go for jogs in the evenings i stay in bunks play pokers and bridge...ahhaha
Maybe soccer runnings and daily morning runs conducted by CSM are enough for me ba...
Last IPPT best time only 9.48 mins...was off my best ever time of 8.59 mins.....sigh...it's a long way off......dunno if i will ever reach that timing again.....heh....lazy ley...
So maybe for the sake of $400 Sing Dollars dangled by SAF as a carrot...i will go train a bit and earn that money...
Why not...since i have already earned their Marksmanship Carrot....now for the IPPT carrot.....but i am certainly not looking forward to the airborne jump carrot (bounty)...
Why?....becos...
1) it's dangerous....
2) my heart cannot take the tot of jumping out of a perfectly good working plane......
3) it's only 1000 ft but it looks like 10000 ft up there...
4)The bounty is very pathetic....$45 if i am not wrong...
5) i got phobia since my accident ...although i have overcome it but....still scared la...i am human after all...hahaha
Went for a jog today...discovered one very crucial thing....
DUN EVER EAT DURIANS BEFORE U RUN!!!!
kaos....nearly vomitted....all the durian smell and the sucky feeling....yucks....
Corporal Teksi over and out..
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Friday, January 21, 2005
6 hours to chop down a tree?
Hahaha...saw wat Jerome wrote in his blog....he said "Give me 6 hours to chop down a tree and i will spent the first 4 hours sharpening the axe"
Well....being the chinese idiot that i am....this is the chinese translation....or so i hope....
"工欲善其事，必先利其器"
Essentially...this means that one needs to sharpen his tools before embarking on a project in order to do well in the project.
I hope this is wat Jerome means...
For me....give me 6 hours to chop a tree...and i will spend 5 hours playing and sleeping....half an hour to decide which tool to use and finally i will use chainsaw....heh.....
I look at problems at different perspectives....and i dun brood and worry over the problem....
Aha....you will say...HEY I TOT U ARE WORRIED ABOUT UR FYP??
hahaha...that's wat i wrote...becos i have nothing else to write...if u look at me....i dun even bother to hurry up on my FYP!!
Maybe it's my false sense of security that i will get it done before the deadline....i always manage to get done...hahhha....people call these people "天公仔".....in hokkien of course..hahaha
oh well....need to get things going soon...guess i will be busy these few months.....i am in my "last hour" already...need to get the "tree" to the "sawmill" soon....sigh...
so dun miss my eye-opening, humourous and entertaining blog......heh....will try to blog if i have the time...or if i bother to.....
:P
Well....being the chinese idiot that i am....this is the chinese translation....or so i hope....
"工欲善其事，必先利其器"
Essentially...this means that one needs to sharpen his tools before embarking on a project in order to do well in the project.
I hope this is wat Jerome means...
For me....give me 6 hours to chop a tree...and i will spend 5 hours playing and sleeping....half an hour to decide which tool to use and finally i will use chainsaw....heh.....
I look at problems at different perspectives....and i dun brood and worry over the problem....
Aha....you will say...HEY I TOT U ARE WORRIED ABOUT UR FYP??
hahaha...that's wat i wrote...becos i have nothing else to write...if u look at me....i dun even bother to hurry up on my FYP!!
Maybe it's my false sense of security that i will get it done before the deadline....i always manage to get done...hahhha....people call these people "天公仔".....in hokkien of course..hahaha
oh well....need to get things going soon...guess i will be busy these few months.....i am in my "last hour" already...need to get the "tree" to the "sawmill" soon....sigh...
so dun miss my eye-opening, humourous and entertaining blog......heh....will try to blog if i have the time...or if i bother to.....
:P
Monday, January 17, 2005
Tiger Cup...
Woah....i certainly had fun at the Stadium....if u guys have not been to a soccer match of this stature.....u are missing alot!!
Hahahaha....first ..the photos...
http://community.webshots.com/album/253079833yZhgDA
It has been a long time since the Stadium see such turnout at a soccer match. Everyone is decked out in red and everybody was shouting themselves hoarse...yes..including me.....
It was especially fun as i went with my campmates...all wacky guys who say all kinds of rubbish and do all kinds of funny stuff!!
One stupid thing they say was that the Malay girl in front of me was interested in me....attracted by my WITS....hahaha
Well...that's because i have something to say regarding everything...so short and wiity and curt comments every now and then....she found them very funny and keep laughing when i have something to say and turn around laughing at us and telling me that i should join the Die Hard Fans...hahahaha
Well....hhmm......then i try to restrict the amount of rubbish i was saying la...but the atmosphere makes it kind of difficult....hahaha..
Well those guys want me to take a photo with her....hey...she was not bad looking...not those kind of Ah Lian Malays u see around....she looks decent enough and as my fren puts it...looks highly educated type..hahaha
Nay...my camera ran out of memory space..hahahah
Too bad the National Stadium is going to be torn down after the match........we will have to wait for a few years before the new National Stadium come up...so meanwhile...Jalan Besar here we come!!hahahahahahahha
Go Lions Go!!!
Hahahaha....first ..the photos...
http://community.webshots.com/album/253079833yZhgDA
It has been a long time since the Stadium see such turnout at a soccer match. Everyone is decked out in red and everybody was shouting themselves hoarse...yes..including me.....
It was especially fun as i went with my campmates...all wacky guys who say all kinds of rubbish and do all kinds of funny stuff!!
One stupid thing they say was that the Malay girl in front of me was interested in me....attracted by my WITS....hahaha
Well...that's because i have something to say regarding everything...so short and wiity and curt comments every now and then....she found them very funny and keep laughing when i have something to say and turn around laughing at us and telling me that i should join the Die Hard Fans...hahahaha
Well....hhmm......then i try to restrict the amount of rubbish i was saying la...but the atmosphere makes it kind of difficult....hahaha..
Well those guys want me to take a photo with her....hey...she was not bad looking...not those kind of Ah Lian Malays u see around....she looks decent enough and as my fren puts it...looks highly educated type..hahaha
Nay...my camera ran out of memory space..hahahah
Too bad the National Stadium is going to be torn down after the match........we will have to wait for a few years before the new National Stadium come up...so meanwhile...Jalan Besar here we come!!hahahahahahahha
Go Lions Go!!!
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Reservist here i come...200805
OKies...i got the sacred letter also....the green and blue and white pieces of paper that i have been looking forward to getting every year.....hahahah...the RESERVIST LETTER!! 200805-020905
Hahaha...call me siao on...call me idiot...but i must admit i enjoy the army kind of lifestyle especially in Commandos....because we dun need to salute any TOM DICK HARRY OCIFER (yes..it's Officer but we like to call them ocifer) we see...hahahaha...maybe we are required to but i dun care...only salute CO and CCO...
If i am not in University...maybe i would have signed on....then maybe there might be 5 Commandos charged for the drowning of Sgt Hu Enhuai...one more is me la...hahaha...no la...i will stop them.....besides water can play other things ma....hahaha.....shit la....soft treatment la.....throw them down from a standing position la so they will land on their butt and cut their hands tied behind them (just like i did)....
hahhaha...i am psychotic.....
Went to a ceremony to collect my Edusave Merit Bursary today....nothing much...except i sit between one guy and a gal...the guy sleep thru the whole session until it's our turn....and the gal is from NTU. How i know??...She was reading her notes during the wait and i saw the NTU CE wordings..and the all too familiar photostating shop labelling and handwriting.....oh..plus the compere (announcer) is quite cute...got a big and round face just like Selina....and her name is Amelia...hahaha
And oh...TPJC changed their tie....from a plain green one to one with TPJC embossed all over the tie...ugly...and darker green somemore....eeyer...hahahahahahha
And Southampton lost again...i might not be supporting a Premiership club by next season.....sigh.....
Not enough sleep ley....jia lat......help!!!!!
Hahaha...call me siao on...call me idiot...but i must admit i enjoy the army kind of lifestyle especially in Commandos....because we dun need to salute any TOM DICK HARRY OCIFER (yes..it's Officer but we like to call them ocifer) we see...hahahaha...maybe we are required to but i dun care...only salute CO and CCO...
If i am not in University...maybe i would have signed on....then maybe there might be 5 Commandos charged for the drowning of Sgt Hu Enhuai...one more is me la...hahaha...no la...i will stop them.....besides water can play other things ma....hahaha.....shit la....soft treatment la.....throw them down from a standing position la so they will land on their butt and cut their hands tied behind them (just like i did)....
hahhaha...i am psychotic.....
Went to a ceremony to collect my Edusave Merit Bursary today....nothing much...except i sit between one guy and a gal...the guy sleep thru the whole session until it's our turn....and the gal is from NTU. How i know??...She was reading her notes during the wait and i saw the NTU CE wordings..and the all too familiar photostating shop labelling and handwriting.....oh..plus the compere (announcer) is quite cute...got a big and round face just like Selina....and her name is Amelia...hahaha
And oh...TPJC changed their tie....from a plain green one to one with TPJC embossed all over the tie...ugly...and darker green somemore....eeyer...hahahahahahha
And Southampton lost again...i might not be supporting a Premiership club by next season.....sigh.....
Not enough sleep ley....jia lat......help!!!!!
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
S.H.E 庆功宴
How often do u get to see ur idols up close and personal while working to earn some pocket money??
How often do u get to see ur famished idols rushing to the buffet layout even before the whole ceremony start? (Selina la...the crazy one..)
How often do u get to see ur idols demanding that one of the staff take off his top in front of the whole room? (Ella refused to leave until he remove his t shirt....but well..she finally got dragged away by her minders...)
Very few photos...as need to work la...but got a video clip of the moment that they pour the champagne.....
Till next time....
Food......
More food....
How often do u get to see ur famished idols rushing to the buffet layout even before the whole ceremony start? (Selina la...the crazy one..)
How often do u get to see ur idols demanding that one of the staff take off his top in front of the whole room? (Ella refused to leave until he remove his t shirt....but well..she finally got dragged away by her minders...)
Very few photos...as need to work la...but got a video clip of the moment that they pour the champagne.....
Till next time....
Food......
More food....
getting worried...
Hmm...getting worried....
AM I GOING TO GRAD AT ALL??
my FYP is stagnating....dunno when my nanoparticles will come "flying in"....
Dunno where to get fresh bamboo....
Dunno how to process the sugarcane so that there will not be any sugar inside the fibres...
Dunno how to process the coconut "kiss ur gf let me see" fibres....
And my Supervisors dun give a damn.....
Not getting enough sleep everyday....at most 4-5 hours a day....dunno wat i am doing also....mostly surfing net and playing minesweeper....my record now is still not good enough....when i am doing my IA...my Beginner level's record was a whooping 3 secs....hahaha...can u beat that??
Erm....i only play minesweeper in my FREE TIME during my IA.....i dun play it the whole day long.....heh heh
Getting easily irritated by selfish people nowadays....i mean...why can't they just spare a tot for the other parties?
Y can't they shift into the train carriages so that i can get my nice looking butt into the train before the door closes on it?
Y can't they stand up and let that poor pregnant lady have a seat?
Y can't they throw their bowls and forks aways after finishing their lunch so that the aunties and uncles dun have to work so hard clearing the bowls and stuff??
and Y can't those young punks spare a tot for their parents...instead of either studying or working....they are loitering around the MRT stations with their tiny BMX bikes..making a nuisiance of themselves...
Sigh......
Was writing my resume just now....realised i am really 小时了了。。。。大未必佳。。。。
Results aside...( i dun look at results much....they dun tell much abt a person...)...my other stuff really are only limited to DHS times....
JC super bo chup....joined First Aid Society....hahah...as a member....think my first aid was one of the best there lor.....i attended their so called "lessons"....wah lao...they teach wrong things they also dunno...
Budden i was contented to be a member....
Joined and quitted Sea Sports Club as quickly as Beckham's cross from the right flank......dun even know why i joined in the first place....
Din went for Soccer trials in JC also...aiyah...i so lousy...even if i went i wun be in lor....
Din join AV club....i was AV in DHS for 4 years...hahaha
Basically did nothing in JC!!! ARGH!!
NTU ....hahaha...even worse.....
Signed up for Floorball...din even go for one session....
sigh.....maybe i can start a society in NTU.....the "Take MRT Everyday" Society.....
hahahahahahhahaha
This blog has become a whining outlet for me....
AM I GOING TO GRAD AT ALL??
my FYP is stagnating....dunno when my nanoparticles will come "flying in"....
Dunno where to get fresh bamboo....
Dunno how to process the sugarcane so that there will not be any sugar inside the fibres...
Dunno how to process the coconut "kiss ur gf let me see" fibres....
And my Supervisors dun give a damn.....
Not getting enough sleep everyday....at most 4-5 hours a day....dunno wat i am doing also....mostly surfing net and playing minesweeper....my record now is still not good enough....when i am doing my IA...my Beginner level's record was a whooping 3 secs....hahaha...can u beat that??
Erm....i only play minesweeper in my FREE TIME during my IA.....i dun play it the whole day long.....heh heh
Getting easily irritated by selfish people nowadays....i mean...why can't they just spare a tot for the other parties?
Y can't they shift into the train carriages so that i can get my nice looking butt into the train before the door closes on it?
Y can't they stand up and let that poor pregnant lady have a seat?
Y can't they throw their bowls and forks aways after finishing their lunch so that the aunties and uncles dun have to work so hard clearing the bowls and stuff??
and Y can't those young punks spare a tot for their parents...instead of either studying or working....they are loitering around the MRT stations with their tiny BMX bikes..making a nuisiance of themselves...
Sigh......
Was writing my resume just now....realised i am really 小时了了。。。。大未必佳。。。。
Results aside...( i dun look at results much....they dun tell much abt a person...)...my other stuff really are only limited to DHS times....
JC super bo chup....joined First Aid Society....hahah...as a member....think my first aid was one of the best there lor.....i attended their so called "lessons"....wah lao...they teach wrong things they also dunno...
Budden i was contented to be a member....
Joined and quitted Sea Sports Club as quickly as Beckham's cross from the right flank......dun even know why i joined in the first place....
Din went for Soccer trials in JC also...aiyah...i so lousy...even if i went i wun be in lor....
Din join AV club....i was AV in DHS for 4 years...hahaha
Basically did nothing in JC!!! ARGH!!
NTU ....hahaha...even worse.....
Signed up for Floorball...din even go for one session....
sigh.....maybe i can start a society in NTU.....the "Take MRT Everyday" Society.....
hahahahahahhahaha
This blog has become a whining outlet for me....
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